Deceased...

Look Lucie, there's a funeral going on
  There's going to be a black parade and mourn
I put on my black coat and red tie
  Seize my hat, we're ready to fly...


     The coffin bearer has come, so is my couch
       Bidding farewell, leaving last cold touch
     Bloody tears spilled became worthless monochrome
       Knowing that reaped soul just won't return home


Trails leaving behind the abandoned cemetery
  Along with their sorrow, as well as their misery
Come on, there's no need to become so broken heart 
  I know pretty well how you pretending to act those part 


     Then, it is my turn to show up 
       Approaching slowly as the moon's shadow unwrap 
     Dig out this grave, let the casket shine under the moonlight 
       Come Lucie, we're going to feast with our might, tonight...

Guilt...

It's autumn now, leaf-less tree cast a scary shadow,
  I'm looking at the sky through the glassy window,
I catch a glimpse of a couple strolling under the apple tree,
  Holding hands... after a long part, fulfilling each other absentee...


     Hey, if I tell you a secret, will you keep it?
       Truth is, I love that guy, yeah... I admit,
     But, being in this circumstances, it was impossible,
       I hate holding this guilty feeling, as my love is unrequitable...


Don't be afraid, it won't hurt... so, don't weep,
  I just put both of you to the eternal sleep,
It wasn't bleeding as much as my broken heart,
  After all, after this, both of you will never part...


     Their love is buried under the dead apple tree,
       They'll be together and my guilt is finally free,
     It's autumn now, leaf-less tree cast a scary shadow,
       I'm looking at the sky through the glassy window...






 

The Fallen Angels ~T_FA~...

Standing still... haunted by old past,
  Smirking sin that will never last,
Broken hourglass... inverted world,
  Untying chain as faith twirled...


     Grim Reaper had warned us before,
       There are things should be best ignore,
     Envy and Wrath told the other way,
       Pride and Greed let us go astray...


The war is hereby declare,
  Snowy ashes... midnight fire flare,
Unexpected betrayal... broken heart,
  Trembling sky as the earth crumble apart...


     This is a point with no return,
       Lost in the middle way... dimmed lantern,
     Unable to fly... with this broken wing...
       Nothing to worry... there'll be someone following...










Hurricanes in Paradise

Warmth...

      

A sudden darkness surrounds me,

  My heart stopped beating and terror break free,

Please... somebody please answer my question,

  Why me??? isn't there any other option???

     Wakes up in a strange atmosphere,

       Deafening laugh invites my fear,

     Thinking of nothing except for escaping,

       Far, far away from this cage I'm living...

Mid winter snow froze my body,

  Moonless night whispers bloody melody,

Painful scream, hopelessly broken heart,

  Excruciating in silence, tainted by black heart...

     Morning sun will never rise,

       This corrode corpse will slowly dies,

     I'm a puppet bounded by chain,

        I won't be able to feel warmth again...

Loathed...

Open up your eyes, my dear,
  Stop dreaming, there's nothing to fear,
Rolling up the broken red thread,
  Cos' i know how deep your heart bled...


     I wish I could hold your cold finger,
       Keeping bad memories from linger,
     God, please answer her prayer,
       Why must she face such betrayer???


The unstoppable tear runs down her cheek,
  Such occurrence cause her world bleak,
Secrets that make her broken heart,
  I wonder why there's person want to break them apart...


     Locked away from everyone,
       Believing in kindness from no one,
     Hearing sad tones playing in her mind,
       It's too tough to break those invisible twined...

Happy Sad Birthday...

When I count up to ten,
  I hope u'll appear in front of me again,
I'll start counting with one and two,
  because the world is consist of me and you...


    Then, it came to three and four,
      I remembered the precious time we spent before,
    five, six, seven, eight, nine,
      You even promise me that you're mine...


I cried "ten" and close my eyes with my hand,
  look likes the magic didn't work as I demand,
I sat there crying with broken heart,
  Asking why must Death make us part...


    The clock struck twelve, finally,
      Happy birthday, my other self... I wish sadly,
    we were born on the same day together,
      How I wish we'll die the same, so that we're binds forever ...













     

Beautiful Lie...

the star shone so brightly tonight,
  its reminds me of the day we watch the twilight,
reddish rays of light emphasize your charm,
  makes me nearly fall into your arm...


      you smile while looking at me lovingly,
        not knowing how much it burdened me heavily,
      now, let us dance throughout this evening,
        because we had to part when dawn is breaking...


you are the only significance in my life since we met,
  even i had to feel lonely until the night came, i had no regret,
but i guess you already know the feeling inside my broken heart,
  because you always hesitate when we're about to part...


     you're the poisonous apple that i tasted before,
       it was sickening but i still crave for more,
     if you say 'i will be by your side until die'
       i'll believe it even though it is the most beautiful lie...
   








   

Memories ~twisted Fairy tale~

here goes the little story about me,
  i just arrived to a strange country,
far, far away from my motherland,
  separated from my family and friends...


once, i had a nearly-perfect life,
  full of loves and fully disguise,
now, i had to start again from zero,
  learning to lose and letting go...


how funny if i start to remember...
  that u're once a princess now a pauper,
everythin' that i ever possess crumble apart ...
  and i know no prince can mend those broken heart...